March 06, 2005

Regrouping

So...I didn't get it. The job I wanted, I mean. It's kind of back to the drawing board. I might be able to make the temp work I've been doing into something permanent, but we'll see. I've decided that my dream job is to just write, but it looks like I may have to suck it up and get a "real" job sometime rather soon. My temp work is getting close to done--we're almost finished with the book project we're working on.

And of course now I'm praying like crazy, and wondering if what I'm doing even counts as praying, since I only decided to occupy myself with seeking God once I figured out that I didn't really have a lot of other options. God, I need help.

I've decided to pick up Abba's Child by Brennan Manning again--as soon as I find it, of course. I think I need to read something that will direct me back to what it means to live with God, because I'm not doing such a great job.

On a brighter note, I bought shoes today. And I have a "clinic" next week--a performance-type thing with my voice teacher. I'm singing "Those Sweet Words" by Norah Jones. Should be interesting.

Posted by jessica at March 6, 2005 04:48 PM