But Moses said to the Lord, "If the Israelites will not listen to me, why would Pharaoh listen to me, since I speak with faltering lips." Exodus 6:12
Moses became a great man, but he didn't seem to start out that way. He lacked confidence. He was a pessimist. He seemed to whine about everything.
How did God put up with him?
God never promised Moses that leading the people out of Egypt would be easy, and it was proving to be the greatest challenge of Moses' life. The people rejoiced when they first heard God's plan to free them, but when Pharaoh retaliated, the people complained. When Moses went to the people again, they wouldn't even listen. Now God commanded Moses to tell Pharaoh about God's plan, and Moses complained. The only thing Moses could see was his own ability - or the lack of it.
Lord, like Moses, I am stuck on my lack of ability. How do you put up with me?
The greatest challenge of my life is before me, and I don't feel up to the task. Every day has been overwhelming, but I trust that You have a plan. Help me, Father, to trust You with every decision - with every challenge. Be the God of my workplace. Be the God of my home.