When Pharaoh let the people go, God did not lead them on the road through the Philistine country though that was shorter. For God said, "If they face war, they might change their minds and return to Egypt." Exodus 13:17
The Israelites finally left Egypt. The trip could have been relatively short. There were trade routes commonly used between Canaan and Egypt, yet God led them around by the desert road. He led them toward the Red Sea, which seemed the opposite direction from their final destination.
God oftentimes chooses the long road rather than the short one. Behind it all, God has plans we would never understand.
Lord, I feel like I have been on the long desert road. I know You were protecting the Israelites from war by sending them into the desert. Are You doing the same with me? Are You somehow protecting me from turning back to my old life by leading me the long way?
Ten years of growth on my healing journey seems like a lifetime. I have failed in so many ways. But You love me still. At the same time, I have grown.
Help me to continue on this path, Father. Give me the strength and resolve to one day cross over into the Promised Land of Your eternal kingdom. Be my Guide along the way.