(His parents did not know that this was from the Lord, who was seeking an occasion to confront the Philistines; for at that time they were ruling over Israel.) Judges 14:4
Samson was raised to be a Nazirite, a reminder to the people of God's calling to be set apart - to be different from the nations around them. Yet here he is chasing after a Philistine woman. His parents were dumbfounded. How could their son so blatantly seek something contrary to God's law?
What they didn't realize was that God had a plan. Did He cause Samson to sin? By no means. God cannot do that. Did He allow Samson to sin? He allows a great deal in order to accomplish His purposes. In Samson's case, God allowed Samson's lust so He might confront the Philistines.
If only He hadn't allowed so much sin in my own life. Sometimes I am dumbfounded that He could be so forgiving, but in truth, I realize He has a plan. The very things that I believe could have destroyed me, God can use to confront a fallen world in need of Him.
Has He caused me to sin? That is contrary to His nature. But He has certainly allowed it. The real question is: Will I have the courage to step out - to reach for those blinded by the darkness - to lead them to the Light?
Father, use everything in my life for Your purpose. Am I proud of my sin? Of course not! Can I accept that it is part of Your plan? Give me the strength to face the world and speak the truth. Send Your Spirit upon me in power so others might be saved.